7.29.2007

thou times my try us
you will always be mine
and thou the sun may not always come up for us
always you will be in my heart & soul, and though time

might escape us through the years
our love will hold strong
and you shall always be the one whom my heart holds dear
throughout our lives, and forever beyond lifelong

today i reaffirm my commitment to you
in front of the people who cherish our relationship
through and through i say this to you
knowing that this will just be a blip

in our infinite love for one another always and forever
I am truly yours for infinite eternity near or far close and together

7.19.2007

Father's Be Good To Your Daughters...& Sons...


the message above was what MY father left me, nice huh? aw well, to bad my grandma bought his train ticket, so not only is he forced to see me but pretty much forced to be nice to us. isnt that just precious?! Sol's dad on the other hand does not have the luxury of having a mother to hold his hand, so in turn he has down right REFUSED to come, he says he doesnt have any money (apparenty he hasnt heard of a credit card) and he is afraid to ask his own wife for the credit card (sol & i both know this is a stupid excuse cause we know she would give him the money, no questios asked) so apparently sols dad can force sol to go to his bothers wedding, & himself go there to, (and may i mention the fact his brother is on drugs, and hes condoning it!) but he cant come to his youngest sons wedding whom actually is doing something for himself, has a supportive (if sol was doing drugs i wouldnt be with him, and visa versa, and i definitly wouldnt be getting married) wife, WTF>

Okafter this whole wedding thing is over Sol & I have decided to take a much needed "Family Vacation" meaning we will not be speaking to ANY non-supportive family members; mainly:
Sol's Mom - Sally
Sols Dad - Steve
Amber's Dad - Greg
my grandmother is and always will be the mediator between me & my father (she even admits to it) so She is still in this list.

We wil have ZERO contact from our end to these people, if they contact us, we will call them back but if any negative comments are made about me, sol, or us in general, they will be hing up on.

We have discussed this and found this to be the best way to deal with people that are hurting us in our lives, so we can stay SANE.

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7.15.2007

-fortune cookies are awesome-

FOLLOW YOUR HONEST BELIEFS TO STAY STRONG


gotta love fortune cookie fortunes when ur feeling down

surgery, and wedding

so got the surgery done and despite the VERY painful recovery, i do not think there will be much if any scaring. nothing really has changed with my eating. I cant eat as much, and when i get full, like just before that feeling of being full, i have learning to stop eating because even one last bite will be regretted later. as in a sorta tummy ache. i have been trying to lessen the load of things i know are hard to digest (like lettuce) but i didnt really eat much before surgery so no problems.

wedding is almost here :) 13 days. i want to get this done, finish the family drama, and get on with our life. <3 on the plus side ALL of our friends are gonna be staying with us (bridal party) meaning 4 extra ppl in our house :| yeah. it shall be cramped :P whatever, it will be like a giant sleepover i guess , right? :)

well ill write more later.

<3 amber


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7.05.2007

lets play a game

take a number peoples!!!

lets play a matching game! match the person with the statement they have made to either sol or i either on the phone, email, or in person.

Sabrina Bergeson-Johnston (sols brothers wife)
Sally Pollard (sols mom)
Greg Jentink (ambers dad)
Bonnie Jentink (ambers grandma)

have fun!
i know we have! *note: MAJOR notes of sarcasm*…well duh

sols family about amber:

why doesnt she have a job?
because it is not economically the right thing to do right now. we have weighed out our options and because of gas being so high, and the fact that we can only make $700 gross combined w/o it taking out of ambers SSI

why is she so hyper?
thats the way i am?!

why is she so loud?
read answer for above question.

why is she so rude?
why are you so rude?!

why doesnt she get off of SSI?
why dont they erase my “diagnosis” off of their records and i will be happy to.

why is she so childish & selfish?
well, when i see my loved ones hurting themselves and others around them; i speak up. is that sooo wrong?!

“I think you are in love with a girl that needs you to understand her and not deny her needs despite what she tells you. It is her psychosis speaking until she gets treatment. The psychosis will continue to play havoc in your life until you deal with it.”
no words to answer that one.

why doesnt she support you?
i do. is $625 a month enough…oh and dont forget the job i had working 2-3 days a week, 12 hour days…

ambers family bout sol:

why doesnt he have a job?
refer to ambers reaason why

why doesnt he support you?
does he have to?! is their a law that says he has to.

u dont SOUND happy, amber
neither do you. & trust me i am the happiest i have ever been, my only serious issues, is and alwaus has been..family

we are just trying to be supportive.
then keep your nasty comments to yourself, supportive comments are always welcome (never thought i would say this) rake a cue from Carole Ann (mom)

our familys about both of us:

why dont you go to school?
$$$ is required to do that. and we have not been in colorado for a year…do you have $$$ to send us to college?!mmmk…

do u have credit cards? cause u shouldn’t.
stupid question that doesnt deserve an answer

u dont need furniture, when i was first married we only had lawn furniture.
the statement doesnt deserve an answer.

stop mooching off the government! i amspending my tax dollars to pay for you to just sit around!
oh so its my problem that you cant control your spending (you can buy hot tubs, etc) & you “NEED” to have 2 jobs o pay off a debt that if you were more careful with your money you wouldnt have to worry. double standard k dad?

ur inconsiderate to others needs.
doesnt our families needs come first? as in sol, amber and our pets whom are our children at the moment…guess not. so taking care of our friends, having good clean cheap fun…is inconsiderate to others needs…yeah….

u both need a psychologist/psychiatrist.
please stop with the stupid/dumb/retarded/asinine statements/questions!!!

how much do you spend on such & such.
how much do you spend on such & such???! and why should i tell you? are you contributing anything at all to either our wedding, and/or daily expenses???! k. didnt think so.

but, i gave you that gift!
so your trying to buy our love…..good luck with that…

.FAMILY SUCKS.

.the.end.

ill give ya’ll a cookie if ya get 2 right k? either that or a *hug* [mostly cause i need it!] :P LOL

7.04.2007

lets play a game!

take a number peoples!!!


lets play a matching game! match the person with the statement they have made to either sol or i either on the phone, email, or in person.

Sabrina Bergeson-Johnston (sols brothers wife)
Sally Pollard (sols mom)
Greg Jentink (ambers dad)
Bonnie Jentink (ambers grandma)

have fun!
i know we have! *note: MAJOR notes of sarcasm*...well duh

sols family about amber:

why doesnt she have a job?
because it is not economically the right thing to do right now. we have weighed out our options and because of gas being so high, and the fact that we can only make $700 gross combined w/o it taking out of ambers SSI

why is she so hyper?
thats the way i am?!

why is she so loud?
read answer for above question.

why is she so rude?
why are you so rude?!

why doesnt she get off of SSI?
why dont they erase my "diagnosis" off of their records and i will be happy to.

why is she so childish & selfish?
well, when i see my loved ones hurting themselves and others around them; i speak up. is that sooo wrong?!

"I think you are in love with a girl that needs you to understand her and not deny her needs despite what she tells you. It is her psychosis speaking until she gets treatment. The psychosis will continue to play havoc in your life until you deal with it."
no words to answer that one.

why doesnt she support you?
i do. is $625 a month enough...oh and dont forget the job i had working 2-3 days a week, 12 hour days...

ambers family bout sol:

why doesnt he have a job?
refer to ambers reaason why

why doesnt he support you?
does he have to?! is their a law that says he has to.

u dont SOUND happy, amber
neither do you. & trust me i am the happiest i have ever been, my only serious issues, is and alwaus has been..family

we are just trying to be supportive.
then keep your nasty comments to yourself, supportive comments are always welcome (never thought i would say this) rake a cue from Carole Ann (mom)

our familys about both of us:

why dont you go to school?
$$$ is required to do that. and we have not been in colorado for a year...do you have $$$ to send us to college?!mmmk...

do u have credit cards? cause u shouldn't.
stupid question that doesnt deserve an answer

u dont need furniture, when i was first married we only had lawn furniture.
the statement doesnt deserve an answer.

stop mooching off the government! i amspending my tax dollars to pay for you to just sit around!
oh so its my problem that you cant control your spending (you can buy hot tubs, etc) & you "NEED" to have 2 jobs o pay off a debt that if you were more careful with your money you wouldnt have to worry. double standard k dad?

ur inconsiderate to others needs.
doesnt our families needs come first? as in sol, amber and our pets whom are our children at the moment...guess not. so taking care of our friends, having good clean cheap fun...is inconsiderate to others needs...yeah....

u both need a psychologist/psychiatrist.
please stop with the stupid/dumb/retarded/asinine statements/questions!!!

how much do you spend on such & such.
how much do you spend on such & such???! and why should i tell you? are you contributing anything at all to either our wedding, and/or daily expenses???! k. didnt think so.

but, i gave you that gift!
so your trying to buy our love.....good luck with that...

.FAMILY SUCKS.

.the.end.

ill give ya'll a cookie if ya get 2 right k? either that or a *hug* [mostly cause i need it!] :P LOL

7.03.2007

PET BLOG

So this is the PET BLOG *claps*
Yes, I am going to have some pics of pets (past & present) that I have shared my life with at some time or another.


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this is "Baby" or "Lurch" or "Rocky" (depending on who you ask.) & this is my mom's doggy; he lives with her in California. He is a Laso Opso (sp?) very cute, & also very annoying, but we love him anyways :)



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this is Kona he is staying with us for a while, he is the sweetest, and adorable ball of fur you will ever meet ;) he is still adjusting to our home but is doing good, and is getting along with one of our cats really well (Snickers)



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this is Snickers (i have nicknames for all of our pets; hers is Snicker-Doodle) she is the cuddle bug, she meows when she wants cuddles; (and food, and water, and to be played with, etc), she is our youngest kitty, but she keeps Camilla & Kona on their toes paws by making them play with her, we now have kitty marathons across the house thanks to her. LOL



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Yep, thats Camilla sleeping with Sol, shes a little princess, and apparently she rules the roost around here (or so she thinks) she "punishes" us if we leave for a night, or when we brought home snickers she refused to sleep on the bed, (somehow it was punishing us to have more room on the bed?!LOL) she can be a little cranky at times, but she is a sweeety when she tries, she does bite though, & not just love bites...only if she is in her "leave me the fuck alone" stage...



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and our rat, Squeaker {recently our rat Monkie died, which you can kinda see in the background} but we put squeaker in the cage with our bunny Spunky

, and all is fine, (they even sleep together..too cute!).

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This is Sasha ;) she is 6 years old, and A husky/lab mix she has the body of a lab, and hair texture of a lab, but colorings of a husky, beautiful girl. :)


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this is Emma, she is 2 years old, chocolate lab, she is so cute ya wanna eat her up :P


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& last but not least is tigger he is our outdoor cat...he welcomes us when we come home he hangs out in the grass or on our porch, he hides in the grass and meows at us when we get home, we currently have his long orange/white fluffy hair cut for summer time. (Sol says he looks like a tulip?!LOL)

Thats about all :) hope you enjoyed this <3

7.02.2007

a little different...

im up for something out of my norm k? as in <br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i170.photobucket.com/albums/u265/slipknotjohn/thsexyhands.gif" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i169.photobucket.com/albums/u202/PHOTOMU_2007/1-8166-1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i171.photobucket.com/albums/u308/RIV_01/ththroc584lv6by.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i169.photobucket.com/albums/u202/nikkihope84/thththSEX.gif" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i169.photobucket.com/albums/u202/nikkihope84/ththsexualshit.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i169.photobucket.com/albums/u202/nikkihope84/thsex.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i169.photobucket.com/albums/u239/jaykrath/ilove.gif" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i164.photobucket.com/albums/u29/pinto_danielle_2007/ththsexy.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i167.photobucket.com/albums/u151/Oregaa/Sex1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i169.photobucket.com/albums/u223/PunkyxPineapple/aftersex.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i164.photobucket.com/albums/u32/Xobabigirl69/sex.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><br><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i168.photobucket.com/albums/u194/meghansxpicturesO/sex.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><br><br><b> still havent figured out what i am going to talk about???? then leave now because for 2 reasons you should not read the below story #1. your too young #2. your too stupid.<br><3<br><br>read & love. i wrote this a whiile back. enjoy.</b>PS: i dont like the ending, any suggestions?!<br><Br><br><br><br>They found the beach rather easily, she ran into the waves kicking and giggling, while he put the giant fluffy beach towels right next to each other to make one big towel blanket, he took the food from the backpack, he was famished, but soon that subsided the moment she came up and said" you made us a picnic? You sure know how to get a girls heart, or at least this girls" as she plopped down on the bright blue beach towel and rummaged through the bag for a sandwich. He just watched her, his urge to just take her right there made him shudder, she looked at him swallowed her bite of food and replied to his shudder "are you cold?" "No, I just now fully realized how beautiful you truly are" he replied looking directly into her big brown eyes. She looked back and said "what and you didn't notice before that you had the sexiest girl alive laying next to you every night?" she giggled and put her sandwich down. She started to run down to the beach again, hair flowing in the breeze, beckoning him to come, he got up and caught her before the water took her away. She stopped and looked at him, she had never felt so close to someone, ever. It truly felt like a dream, that she never wanted to wake up from. He took his hand and pulled her hair away from her face and pulled her closer they just stared at each other for what seemed like an eternity. He couldn't believe that he could find someone whom he could just stare into her eyes and want to share the rest of his life with. She smiled and whispered, "so, you gonna kiss me Romeo?" he leaned closer and gently placed his lips against hers, and although they had kissed many times before this moment, it felt that this was the first, the last and everything in-between. For what seemed like another eternity lip locked in each others arms, they stayed then he gently grabbed her hand and led her back to the almost velvety bed of towels. She dutifully obeyed almost sensing what he was going to do gave her shivers, "are you cold?" he asked this time. "Yes" she replied as she laid down on the towels "I just can't wait for you to make me hot". The bulge in his pants grew, and as he kneeled down over her she lifted herself up and he untied the top of her bikini, exposing her perfectly round breasts. He cupped one in his hand and placed his mouth on them first teasing with his tongue then when her moans were loud enough for even him to be squirming, his mouth took over sucking and biting until he felt a hand on his shorts; trying to go inside. he let his mouth go from her breast, and untied her bikini bottoms. he wanted to hear her scream with pleasure, she whispered, "I wanna taste you first" He took off his shorts and they switched places, they were both naked and he saw her almost model perfect body, and brushed against it, as they passed, they both shivered. The sun was starting to set and the sky light up with colors, but their eyes were glued to each other. She took his cock in her hand and ran her tongue across the tip then placed her mouth only on his tip before slowly taking it all into her mouth, all while looking directly into his eyes. She moved her tongue expertly around his tip and then stopping, to then move down to his balls. She kissed and licked until she knew he was close to blowing. She ran her hands along his inner finally cupping his balls, and then again taking his bulge all into her mouth running her tongue along the tip and down his shaft, she then started to suck. She knew he couldn't hold out, as she felt his balls tense in her hand and his warm goo go all down her throat, swallowing his sweet juices. Finally, after he was down and she had cleaned him up, they switched places. He wanted to give her the pleasure he had just experienced. He knew where to start kissing her inner thighs and moving up to her already juicy pussy, she seemed to always be wet. He loved the way she moaned when he licked her clit, it made him rock hard again. she was getting close and he knew just exactly what to do to finish her off, but he couldn't resist, he wanted to feel her pulsate on his still raging bulge, he stuck it in, she always felt like a virgin, and it always fit perfectly, "fuck me" she screamed, and he did slow then when she grabbed him breathing shallower she told him "harder" He immediately changed pace, she screamed and he felt her pulsate, she collapsed, as he rocked back and forth only two more times until he finally blew again, filling her up, not only with her own juices but his to, she smiled at him and said "I cant wait until we get home", "why? Wasn't that enough for you?" he smirked. "You owe me, I only got one you got two, not fair." she smiled at him  and started picking up the picnic, and  tying up her bikini. He couldn't wait to get home.<br><br>©AmberJ 2007

7.01.2007

SEX

They found the beach rather easily, she ran into the waves kicking and giggling, while he put the giant fluffy beach towels right next to each other to make one big towel blanket, he took the food from the backpack, he was famished, but soon that subsided the moment she came up and said” you made us a picnic? You sure know how to get a girls heart, or at least this girls” as she plopped down on the bright blue beach towel and rummaged through the bag for a sandwich. He just watched her, his urge to just take her right there made him shudder, she looked at him swallowed her bite of food and replied to his shudder “are you cold?” “No, I just now fully realized how beautiful you truly are” he replied looking directly into her big brown eyes. She looked back and said “what and you didn’t notice before that you had the sexiest girl alive laying next to you every night?” she giggled and put her sandwich down. She started to run down to the beach again, hair flowing in the breeze, beckoning him to come, he got up and caught her before the water took her away. She stopped and looked at him, she had never felt so close to someone, ever. It truly felt like a dream, that she never wanted to wake up from. He took his hand and pulled her hair away from her face and pulled her closer they just stared at each other for what seemed like an eternity. He couldn’t believe that he could find someone whom he could just stare into her eyes and want to share the rest of his life with. She smiled and whispered, “so, you gonna kiss me Romeo?” he leaned closer and gently placed his lips against hers, and although they had kissed many times before this moment, it felt that this was the first, the last and everything in-between. For what seemed like another eternity lip locked in each others arms, they stayed then he gently grabbed her hand and led her back to the almost velvety bed of towels. She dutifully obeyed almost sensing what he was going to do gave her shivers, “are you cold?” he asked this time. “Yes” she replied as she laid down on the towels “I just can’t wait for you to make me hot”. The bulge in his pants grew, and as he kneeled down over her she lifted herself up and he untied the top of her bikini, exposing her perfectly round breasts. He cupped one in his hand and placed his mouth on them first teasing with his tongue then when her moans were loud enough for even him to be squirming, his mouth took over sucking and biting until he felt a hand on his shorts; trying to go inside. he let his mouth go from her breast, and untied her bikini bottoms. he wanted to hear her scream with pleasure, she whispered, “I wanna taste you first” He took off his shorts and they switched places, they were both naked and he saw her almost model perfect body, and brushed against it, as they passed, they both shivered. The sun was starting to set and the sky light up with colors, but their eyes were glued to each other. She took his cock in her hand and ran her tongue across the tip then placed her mouth only on his tip before slowly taking it all into her mouth, all while looking directly into his eyes. She moved her tongue expertly around his tip and then stopping, to then move down to his balls. She kissed and licked until she knew he was close to blowing. She ran her hands along his inner finally cupping his balls, and then again taking his bulge all into her mouth running her tongue along the tip and down his shaft, she then started to suck. She knew he couldn’t hold out, as she felt his balls tense in her hand and his warm goo go all down her throat, swallowing his sweet juices. Finally, after he was down and she had cleaned him up, they switched places. He wanted to give her the pleasure he had just experienced. He knew where to start kissing her inner thighs and moving up to her already juicy pussy, she seemed to always be wet. He loved the way she moaned when he licked her clit, it made him rock hard again. she was getting close and he knew just exactly what to do to finish her off, but he couldn’t resist, he wanted to feel her pulsate on his still raging bulge, he stuck it in, she always felt like a virgin, and it always fit perfectly, “fuck me” she screamed, and he did slow then when she grabbed him breathing shallower she told him “harder” He immediately changed pace, she screamed and he felt her pulsate, she collapsed, as he rocked back and forth only two more times until he finally blew again, filling her up, not only with her own juices but his to, she smiled at him and said “I cant wait until we get home”, “why? Wasn’t that enough for you?” he smirked. “You owe me, I only got one you got two, not fair.” she smiled at him and started picking up the picnic, and tying up her bikini. He couldn’t wait to get home.

©AmberJ 2007